Better Now

Toe to Toe

Catch Me If I Fall

Wasting

Villains

 

All Music Written by Costas Themistocleous

All Lyrics Written by Costas Themistocleous and Nikki Wilmes

Produced by Gary Cioni at Sound Acres Recording Studio

Mixed & Mastered by Phil Dubnick

 

Special Thank You to Matt Weber, Matt Lagatuta and AJ Perdomo of The Dangerous Summer

 

Better Now

Hello

It’s just more news to kill the mood

I thought I’d call

This can’t be true

I’m just confused

Well you know

Nothing comes so simple

And I know it feels redundant and

Somethings come with reason

And you know I know

Nothing comes so simple

And I know it feels redundant and

Somethings come with reason

And you know

It’s so much better now

And I’m uncertain how

I lost it all in time to grow

When everything around

Looks to bring you down

Is when you know you gotta go

I

I never know just what to say

And I

Never know just what to feel

When I feel I’m about to break

More weight gets added to my plate

And I

Never know just what to think

It’s so much better now

And I’m uncertain how

I lost it all in time to grow

When everything around

Looks to bring you down

Is when you know you gotta go

It’s better now

I lost it all in time to grow

I’ll never settle now
It’s when you know you gotta go

It’s so much better now

And I’m uncertain how

I lost it all in time to grow

When everything around

Looks to bring you down

Is when you know you gotta go

It’s better now

I lost it all in time to grow

I’ll never settle now
It’s when you know you gotta go

On and on and on

On and on and on

It’s on and on and on

On and on and on

 

Toe to Toe

Go toe to toe

Or shut your mouth and move on

It’s getting old

And I already know that you fuckin’ know

The cat will rip out your tongue

And tie a knot

Don’t make me drain the blood

From your frail ego

I’m not letting this go

While you call for violence

I’m not letting this go

I’m not letting this go

If what you want is violence

I’m not letting this go

They say I’m strung

What do you know

See me getting up again

You can’t defeat me no

Man I’m coming out swinging

I’m not sleeping no

Sleeping no

Sane until I’m provoked

Till I can’t take anymore

Sane until I’m provoked

It’s all that we know

If you feeling big come get it

I’m not letting this go

I’m not letting this go

I’m not letting this go

You best come clean don’t tempt me

I’m not letting this go

You feeling big come get me

I’m not letting this go

You best come clean don’t tempt me

I’m not letting this go

Till it’s dead and buried

Sane until I’m provoked

Till I can’t take anymore

Sane until I’m provoked

It’s all that we know

Come on Come on Come

Cause I can’t take anymore

Get up get up go on

It’s all that we know

I’m the one that stood the course

Gave everything for all

I’m built to run through enemies

Don’t tempt me please

Move on

Sane until I’m provoked

Till I can’t take anymore

Sane until I’m provoked

It’s all that we know

Come on Come on Come

Cause I can’t take anymore

Get up get up go on

It’s all that we know

If you feeling big come get it

 

Catch Me If I Fall

These decade old journals have a friend
When I can’t sleep in the middle of the night
As I’m turning pages
I’m just trying to make sense
How I’ve come so far from this life

It’s just poetry
Therapeutic to a teen
Getting lost filling pages with thought
The anomaly of believing in a dream
Scribbled on all the pages and I

See myself
On every line within that notebook
I’m reminded why I
See myself
On every line within that damn book
I’m reminded why I had to escape hell

It’s just poetry
Therapeutic to a teen
Getting lost filling pages with thought
The anomaly of believing in a dream
Scribbled on all the pages and I
I

I just swear to God cause he casted a curse
I’ve been fighting to survive
And the turfs getting worse
I’m stuck track betting
Which horse will take first
Which man walks away with more than he’s worth

And I find myself enabled
From the times a kid
Found strength to bring
Themself to present day
I’m taunted by an angel
You’ll face death to bring
The life to things
It’s always been the case

I’ve had enough
Catch me if I fall
I’ve had enough
Catch me if I fall

But I find myself enabled
I find myself enabled

I’ve had enough
Catch me if I fall
I’ve had enough
Catch me if I fall

 

Wasting

I’ve been having trouble paying attention these days

It’s like the lights are on but the thoughts took off the day

What was that you say

Lately nothing’s wrong but I can’t help to think

In an upset anxious way

It’s all in your brain

All your brain

I believe in things that no one can explain

The universe speaks in the most unsubtle way

It could lead you to the water but

It’s you that has to drink

It could lead you to the thought but

It’s you that has to think

I’m picking up the pieces

Here again and again

For you to smile while you pray they fall

It’s selfish don’t you think

Just to complicate it

When the truth speaks for itself

Wasting

While there’s something left to give

And you said

I know I know I know I know

How original

How original

Did you think we wouldn’t be here at the end of the day

Well surprise here we are

Who’s gone

I just see a coward go pretend it’s okay

It’s who you are now get lost go on

I don’t see any good reason

To give up what you need and

To just stop believing

I won’t let go

Wasting

While there’s something left to give

And we said

I won’t I won’t I won’t I won’t

Wasting

While there’s something left to give

And we said

I won’t I won’t I won’t I won’t

 

Villains

Oh these days

These days unfold

Am I awake

I think I know

I think I know

Just a little bit

Now I’m running with a step

Oh how it’s possible

Typical of it

Now I’m toe to toe again

With an obstacle

I know

Turn off that alarm

It’s always coming down to seconds

When I struggle with the minutes

And the hour feels like its been running on

I used to run on optimism

But these days are filled with villains

And this hero sleeps right through the damn alarm

It’s too late now

It’s too late now

I’m wide awake

These shaking bones

The suns asleep

I’ll please myself until you go

It’s always split decisions made up quicker then the minute

That come back to unwind the soul

But it’s too damn horrific

Makes me sick and I can’t kick it

Catch me if I fall

If I fall

It’s always coming down to seconds

When I struggle with the minutes

And the hour feels like its been running on

I used to run on optimism

But these days are filled with villains

And this hero sleeps right through the damn alarm

I don’t really see any harm

Snoozing through the God damn alarm

I don’t really see any harm

Snoozing through the God damn alarm

It’s always coming down to seconds

When I struggle with the minutes

And the hour feels like its been running on

I used to run on optimism

But these days are filled with villains

And this hero sleeps right through the damn alarm


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It’s You That Has To Think

Release Date : October 19, 2023
Artist : heavy on the heart.
Genres : Alternative, Alternative Rock, Emo, Melodic Rock, Pop Punk, Pop Rock
Catalog ref. : 198087708954
Format : Digital Download