I lost the count of sheep again
And oh
These sleeping pills expired
I can’t sleep
I can barely think
These thoughts are running rampant
In the halls of my head
It’s so
Demeaning and impulsive
Let go
Just enough to focus
Weighed down
I said I’m weighed down
You know I’m weighed down
Oh
My body aches
My brain don’t feel the same
Hypocritical
I’m dreaming wide awake
These sheep laugh in my face
These pretty pills are fake
But I just can’t ignore em
I can’t let em go to waste
Oh
Oh
I thought that you should know
I’m weighed down
I said I’m weighed down
You know I’m weighed down
Oh
I’m weighed down
I’m high off inhibition
I said I’m weighed down
In spiraled violent thinking
Till it’s played out
And I can barely take it
Oh
I like awake
These pills I take
You know I lie awake
I can’t shut off my brain
Oh man these pills I take
Don’t help in any way
And I’m just days away
From jousting with a train
The things I keep locked away
From my therapist
You know I lie awake
I can’t shut off my brain
Oh man these pills I take
Don’t help in any way
And I’m just days away
From jousting with a train
The things I keep locked away
From my therapist